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I am taking this insanely hard.

I am taking this insanely hard.

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leave all your love and your longing behind you can’t carry it with you if you want to survive.
"Someone Like You" Adele

I heard that your settled down.
That you found a girl and your married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
It ain’t like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I hoped you’d see my face & that you’d be reminded,
That for me, it isn’t over.

Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You’d know how the time flies.
Only yesterday was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summery haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I hoped you’d see my face & that you’d be reminded,
That for me, it isn’t over yet.

Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regret’s and mistakes they’re memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”

Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don’t forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

I love this so much.


nprfreshair:

I’m in all-day meetings tomorrow at NPR HQ in DC so posting will be sporadic. Have a great day tomorrow!
NPR (by KimTheWolf)

I love this so much.

nprfreshair:

I’m in all-day meetings tomorrow at NPR HQ in DC so posting will be sporadic. Have a great day tomorrow!

NPR (by KimTheWolf)

thanks rebecca..lol

thanks rebecca..lol

need these…now

cliché…perhaps. Yet, has a profound history behind it so people need to stop hatin.

cliché…perhaps. Yet, has a profound history behind it so people need to stop hatin.

motherhood

As I type this. The kids have been fed, bathed, and doing school work (yes it’s summer but hello haven’t you seen those commericals that say kids forget 90% of the crap they learn during the summer). Are these my kids? hell no i’m only 24, they’re my younger siblings.

I’ve always had some type of family responsiblity. Let me preface this by saying I in no way ever thought my older brother and younger siblings have in any way been any type of burden. They, in particular my older brother have made me the woman I am today.

Continuing- Growing up it was my older brother (special needs) and I. I always had a duty to serve him. Going to doctors visits (with my mom), picking him up from the school bus, watching him when my parents were divorced/separated while my mom was at work. 

Then, my parents got back together and had two more kiddos. My younger brother and my younger sister (special needs, that damn gene). Well, needless to say my babysitting continued on.

Having special needs siblings I knew and have planned to take care of my siblings the rest of my life. Not to say my younger brother is chopped liver, but special needs kids need you forever and that was something I was willing to give.

So, when people ask if my boyfriend and I want kids one day I say no. Of course people are like whyyy?! blah blah blah and then i’m villified for not wanting what every other woman wants (heaven forbid we also want a career). Like, Jesus could you calm down, my life is much more complicated than that but I don’t care to explain because now I think you’re a damn idiot.

My mom doesn’t want my boyfriend (even eventual husband, working on that damn school to hell) to not have a family of our own and that her and my dad are not planning to kick the bucket anytime soon.

But I also don’t want kids before it’s time for me to take reigns of my sister. I want that alone time. The time for me and my boyfriend. To travel. To work whenever. To not have contraints.

Well, I guess the point of this was just for me to let everyone know that if I do have kids i’m going to be the best damn mom…ever.

those are some nice cole haans

those are some nice cole haans